Let’s face it. Kids are smart. And, the more time I spend with our three-year-old I realize how smart she is. Unfortunately it also makes me realize how smart I’m not (for the sake of not writing ‘dumb’).
I forget just about everything. In fact, I had to read the paragraph above to remember what the heck this post was about. And there, I read it again.
I forget to put coffee grounds into the coffee pot. I forget to take my bra off when showering (read blog dated 10/13/11). I have even forgotten where my cell phone was while talking on it… ‘mom, I’m going to have to call you back; I can’t find my phone anywhere!’ Self awareness can be depressing if you can’t laugh at yourself (or use it as blog material so others can laugh at you).
I blame my lack of self-awareness, and awareness of anything really, to the many daily tasks I complete – all at once – to run a business, raise two children, attempt to discipline the dog and keep the house clean and the family fed. Our toddler doesn’t have all of that to do, so that’s why she remembers everything. And I mean everything.
‘Momma, did you remember my dance bag?’ NOPE!…as I do a u-turn in the bank to head back towards home.
‘Momma, is this an envelope you were supposed to give to the mailman?’ YES…as I put it in my purse and head towards the post office.
‘Momma, is this cheese supposed to be in the freezer?’ NO…as I realize instead of putting it in the fridge I put it in the freezer. Yes, I did that. I have also found many things in the cupboard that should have been put back in the freezer.
You get the point.
The other morning while getting breakfast around she said to me, ‘Momma, why are you walking around in circles?’ Good question little miss. Why am I walking around in circles? Is it just what mothers do? Or, am I creating this daily to-do list all in my mind about things I think need to be done? A better question is: What happened to the calmer version of me who took time and care in cleaning, laundry (OK, that’s a lie I never took extra care in doing laundry) and cooking? Would that calmer version of me be able to get all these things done?
I don’t have an answer to these questions. Maybe I’ll ask the kid.